My mother is going into surgery today, and I am truly worried about her. She will be in the hospital several days and recouping at home for the next 6 weeks. Argh! I am just filled with anxiousness and worry! *Dancing with worry* Well, I will be praying for her swift recovery, I just hope nothing goes wrong in surgery. Knock on wood.

EDIT: My mom has been out of surgery and was in bad pain the first week, I have been helping her to the best of my ability and she is slowly recovering. I am still very worried about her, and have been hoveirng over her- she has good and bad days. I am very sorry that I haven't been so attentive to answering replies and etc on DA but I am just too distracted by life at the momement.

I apologize to all my watchers about no new art, I have been trying to my hardest but my art block has been holding. I am trying at the moment to try working on a stock picture ([link]) but it is coming out slowly.

Thank you all for your prayers and your replies, I thank you all with the depths of my heart.

In other news, I am volunteering at animal shelter. I have to get up at 6 am to get their on time X_X, but it is still something to enjoy and put on my resume. It ticks me off that let the cats stay covered in fleas, no one wants a flea covered animal! The refuse to give them medicine because some cats are allergic to the cheap flea medication. Fleas are much worse than allergies by my estimation, the sheer amount of scratching would drive me nuts! The dogs all have severe behavioral problems (though thank Lord no fleas) that makes walking them an adventure. I was told by the person who recommended me that the they had a vet, but I found out they have it come only once a month or so. T_T I guess I am looking elsewhere for vet experience.

Jobs are pathetically hard to find here, my brother has applied for five jobs and all have declined him, and I can't find one working with animals (or even the bookstores) at all. The economy is really shit around here.

Passed all my exams and classes with B's. I need to work much harder next semester (maybe not get so sick. I am on honor probation, so if I don't get my grades up I will be kicked out of honors (which ain't that bad but it does get me ahead in scheduling and is nicety on the resume to vet school) So I will be studying the O. Chem book this summer making notes and such, and maybe working on the physics class I dropped.

Physics :icondragonsizzy:

Plus getting driving lessons.

Otherwise, I will have free time to do art (I just need to get motivated and stop playing Kingdom Hearts)

Also as a Happy Birthy to the spectacular artist I am featuring so of her art.